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Song · 18 Jun 2026
Bleeding in Rhythm
Lyrics
Im gonna be real, Im not feeling great right now
but I guess thats a good thing, cos honestly
I genuinely thought Id be dead by now
so the fact that Im feeling, even though its deceiving
is something of a headline right now
Im not broken for art
Im just bleeding in rhythm
just smile for the flash while Im dying in prison
force the laugh so loud that they never hear the screaming
Im still here
still hurt
barely breathing
Im not broken for art
Im just tired of hiding it
writing my wounds till the notes starts crying it
when I write that Im fine I just cant believe it
Im still here
still hurt
barely breathing in
see, I try
I dont cry, I corrode in the quiet
keep a smile like Im fine till the wiring ignites
all the “you alrights” feels like a knife in disguise
so I lie through my teeth just to fight back the bite
Im tired of being strong for a crowd that aint watching
bored of making jokes as the bottom keeps dropping
sick of saying “soon” like the pain has a offer
but Im decaying from the inside, alive and rotten
I learned to turn hurt into words and magic
wrap panic in smoke rap to call it a habit
laugh at my damage like, “mate, your being dramatic,”
yeah, that helps, nice one
so from now on Ill collapse it where nobody can track it
.....
I dont want pity, I want fucking proof Im existing
just one person to tell me what the fuck I am missing
why am I twisted, why am I different, why am I wishing Id be dead in a minute
Im not breaking for the sake of art, Im just sick of making it a game of ignorance
do the scars look better when the bleeding is innocent
Im not broken for art
Im just bleeding in rhythm
just smile for the flash while Im dying in prison
force the laugh so loud that they never hear the screaming
Im still here
still hurt
barely breathing
Im not broken for art
Im just tired of hiding it
writing my wounds till the notes starts crying it
when I write that Im fine I just cant believe it
Im still here
still hurt
barely breathing in
....
Im not broken for art
Im just bleeding in rhythm
just smile for the flash while Im dying in prison
force the laugh so loud that they never hear the screaming
Im still here
still hurt
barely breathing
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